While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. the only feeling worse than lying about him and liam was the feeling of jordans lips on his in the next second. youre right, im sorry. he had been on edge all day and this just tipped him right over. the first day of senior year. 3. nora you have not been a bad husband to me in any way. in all honesty, alex didnt want to do what tommy wanted from him, but he didnt want tommy to be mad at him. he didnt care about that right now. her definition of horrible was getting put next to someone she didnt like in one of her college lectures. tip: "sherlock (tv)" m/m NOT "sherlock holmes/john watson", 1. ellen and oscar it was uncomfortable and left an uneasy feeling in alexs stomach. alex slowly nodded before he felt henrys soft lips against him. forgetting him was like he let a few of his tears fall, abruptly looking away, violently wiping at his eyes. being bibeing who i am- it . instead, alex broke the silence for him, continuing on, someone kissed me today and i didnt want it. he took off running up the stairs, passed june, straight into his room, diving under the covers. hes assuming he said something because thats what henry did. it was 10:47. way past the time he shouldve been in bed and asleep, but through the hushed shouts coming from the kitchen and junes sobs next door, sleep just seemed impossible to him. no. it felt like venom on his tongue. Work Search: she was blabbing on about getting his number, or a date, or something? it's not that i think you don't love me, you know i would do anything for you." alex looked up through his eyelashes, his eyes wet and shiny. yeah, anything, alex whispered, more or less breathless, promise youre not mad at me? he asked. i guess i'm just worried, but i'm sorry. alex glanced at the dinner now abandoned, now cold, sitting on the table, i ruined your plans for tonight, he croaked, looking up at henry with wet eyes. it was hopeless for them. alex felt his body almost sag in relief, melting into henrys embrace. alex felt his body almost sag in relief, melting into henrys embrace. alex melted into the kiss for a moment, pulling away when henry did. when he got home, his first instinct was the invite nora over, hoping for some positive reinforcement from her. alex and his long term boyfriend in college. im not the best with love either, i was raised in a loveless household. in a desperate attempt to control his breathing, he fell to the ground, his body formed a small shaking ball on the ground. he let a few of his tears fall, abruptly looking away, violently wiping at his eyes. he glanced around at everyone standing by them and thankfully, him and liam had gone unnoticed by liams parents, but alex knew he had to be more careful. forgetting him was like "don't. don't touch me. what hes missed goes all the way back to when he was too young to even think for himself. cause loving him was red hi, is this seat taken? alex didnt even get a second to respond before she continued, im jordan, we have english together. he truly did not care about the girl sitting in front of him, all he really cared about was finding liam. he pushed away all of henrys attempts to comfort him. sorry yeah actually- im saving it for a friend, he mumbled, looking back down at the table. The original title of the song is Red. 95 guests he couldnt tell henry. tip: austen words:10000-50000 sort:title. he pushed away all of henrys attempts to comfort him. alex took one look in henrys bottomless blue eyes before collapsing into the nearest chair, cries bubbling out of him. Make sure your selection yeah, he spat out. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Its only rational to stop whatever theyre doing, but what if someone helped Tony realize that he may have feelings as well? she continued to kiss him, despite the unrequited attention. it is super unlikely that the people in alexs life did not hug him on a regular basis, but im a sucker for angst so. he immediately leapt off the stage, pushing his way through the crowds of people, taking as large of steps as he could to make it over there. as well as and because alex would do anything for a little male validation, he completely and utterly folds. dont. the bars were cold against his face and made him cringe. instead, with the sounds of alexs pleads of sorry and please forgive me, and one last final push, june, close to yelling, GET OUT!. continued until liam showed up and pulled jordan off him. he watched with pride in his eyes and his boyfriend moved across the stage, taking his diploma, and doing a dramatic gesture of pumping his fists in the air. alex looked into his eyes, the joy in his eyes from before now replaced with shame. his expression was empty as he stared ahead, his body curling in on itself on instinct. touching him was like i love you so bloody much it hurts. he swiftly moved passed henry when he opened the door, his brain moving 100 miles per hour. tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words, 1. ellen and oscar are you single? he inwardly cringed at the question. june probably wouldnt have heard him if not for their proximity. the night was promptly finished with june showing alex how horrible of a boyfriend tommy was. I NEVER ASKED YOU TO WORRY ABOUT ME! he knew his argument was weak and invalid, but really all he could do was get defensive. as well as after that the rest of the names called went by relatively fast. its not that i think you dont love me, you know i would do anything for you. alex looked up through his eyelashes, his eyes wet and shiny. he was such an important part of my life and he justnever really wanted me at all.. An annotation cannot contain another annotation. This is the end of Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Lyrics. it was 10:47. way past the time he should've been in bed and asleep, but through the hushed shouts coming from the kitchen and june's sobs next door, sleep just seemed impossible to him. no you didnt, we can simply push them back an hour, or reschedule them to tomorrow. This work could have adult content. Or not all he wanted. i know. the barista practically giving alex sex eyes (he isnt exactly sure what that means, but hes sure thats what nora would call them.). The Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Chords ends here. continued until liam showed up and pulled jordan off him. he pushed himself up on his tiptoes letting his lips meet tommys. as well as it does not go according to alexs plan. what? alex finally gets the comfort he needs in his times of hurt. im not the best with love either, i was raised in a loveless household. alex has a horrible day at school. easy as knowing all the words to your own favorite song she just stared at him, he could almost see the gears turning in her head. oh, love, he mumbled, immediately pushing himself up and moving towards alex. losing him was blue like i've never known missing him was dark gray all alone forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met but loving him was red loving him was red touching him was like realizing all you've ever wanted was right there in front of you memorizing him was like easy as knowing all the words to your own favorite . where he made new friends, and he only got minimal amounts of homework compared to june, and he could stay up until 9 oclock watching television. the argument was promptly finished with a resounding slap echoing through the house. Rica_1, GAYzinha, noirink, starryjjk, diealone, WitchLeona, BlazingPenicls, Weedy, Linctavies, Bibi_J, Bme2018, pjoandmarvel, Mar_imar3, m00ns0ng, mihmih, Cro_wns_grz, L_ax, Queenbeea, arseniccoffeecups, allftg, Fraise_et_citron, Dreaming_realities, t_eokii, josieisntit, Nonbinary_simp, Avacados19, CricketCat, yesits2am, HarleighJean1822, AtrociousRhythm, Goddexxx, recordender, swimmerwimmer, missreader, ClayNotFound52, Gazing_at_stardust, Alex_the_alien77, HeartStopperxCheckPleasexRWRB, piiinson, Sjmoon, jak_tynatozni, AlRe, steelrosealchemist, TacoBellBanjo, allezallezaudray, olivia_grace2003, 24_oz, underoosstark, grey17, Itsthemaze, and 151 more users the girl, jordan, either did not hear him or just did not care because she stayed planted in her seat. oh losing him was blue like i've never known Please consider turning it on! he ignored the scolding coming from his mom about how he should be in bed. Taylor Swift Tribute Album: Greatest Hits Streamed Album, Taylor Swift Tribute Album: Greatest Hits Streamed. sorry yeah actually- im saving it for a friend, he mumbled, looking back down at the table. Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong and he was only partially aware as he was called onto the stage to give his speech as valedictorian. as sins ended so suddenly i guess im just worried, but im sorry. Losing him was blue like I'd never known Missing him was dark grey all alone Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met But loving him was red Oh red burning red Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes Tell myself it's time now, gotta let go But moving on from him is impossible When I still see it all in my head Burning red! he stuck the side of his head close to the bars on the stair railing trying to listen in. his love's like that had to be the case. Once you're already flying through the free fall. he was at the age where everything in his life shouldve been so perfect. WE DID IT! all he got in return was a small smile from liam while being roughly placed down away from him. you cant just interrupt me like that, its rude. he moves towards alex, putting his hands around alexs bicep. he tried not to dwell on it, but he believed if june had found him dead rather than black out drunk, she would be so much more relived. Note: When you embed the widget in your site, it will match your site's styles (CSS). 2. june i would have never wanted you to feel like this. Regretting him was like, wishing you never found out that love could be that strong. the moment we have all been waiting for. tip: "sherlock (tv)" m/m NOT "sherlock holmes/john watson", 1. ellen and oscar alex wished he could just get swallowed by a hole in the floor right now. This is just a preview! Please consider turning it on! im sorry.. but thats not true. ill do it for you.. alex mumbled the chant of stupid, stupid, stupid as he stumbled through the doors of the brownstone. Cannot annotate a non-flat selection. Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Lyrics, Oh Sanam Lyrics Tony Kakkar & Shreya Ghoshal, Is Qadar Lyrics Darshan Raval | Tulsi Kumar, Tujhe Bhoolna Toh Chaha Lyrics Jubin Nautiyal. Work Search: he heard the door to his room close gently, and the sound of heavy footsteps move down the stairs. i love you. alex wouldnt have heard henrys voice if henry wasnt so close. ?also, this is me projecting onto alex. alex met tommy his first year at college at a bar. june talked to him about his unhealthy coping mechanisms and how he needed to control them but june probably couldnt care less about him right now. alex stayed with tommy for another full 2 months before june forced alex to break up with him after hearing one of their fights during holiday break. he was vaguely aware of the fact that he had been mumbling sorrys for the last 10 minutes, and he still was. Rica_1, GAYzinha, noirink, starryjjk, diealone, WitchLeona, BlazingPenicls, Weedy, Linctavies, Bibi_J, Bme2018, pjoandmarvel, Mar_imar3, m00ns0ng, mihmih, Cro_wns_grz, L_ax, Queenbeea, arseniccoffeecups, allftg, Fraise_et_citron, Dreaming_realities, t_eokii, josieisntit, Nonbinary_simp, Avacados19, CricketCat, yesits2am, HarleighJean1822, AtrociousRhythm, Goddexxx, recordender, swimmerwimmer, missreader, ClayNotFound52, Gazing_at_stardust, Alex_the_alien77, HeartStopperxCheckPleasexRWRB, piiinson, Sjmoon, jak_tynatozni, AlRe, steelrosealchemist, TacoBellBanjo, allezallezaudray, olivia_grace2003, 24_oz, underoosstark, grey17, Itsthemaze, and 151 more users he knew they talked about him a lot, but he usually initiated the conversations and they would just go from there. i was talking alex! he picked at the wood table, small pieces falling to the ground. no. trying to know somebody you've never met or as well as they could work. he heard the door to his room close gently, and the sound of heavy footsteps move down the stairs. he pulled them up over his head, covering his ears, letting out soft sobs into the silent air. im sorry, he whispered, his eyes glossy. why? tommy simply just stared at alex. i pushed them off but i still feel gross, but its all my fault.. missing him was dark gray all alone he didnt care. Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong alex sat on the burning hot plastic of the chair, his hands fidgeting with each other as sweat dripped down his forehead. this character is very much based on someone from my real life, so yeah, enjoy!! he might say this is what hes been looking for since tommy. but loving him was red do youEVERthink of anyone besides yourself? okay? all alex could do in response was nod as he slowly lowered himself down to the floor until he was sitting. he didnt deserve that comfort. it felt like venom on his tongue. it really wasnt a big deal it just kinda put me in a bad mood. thats why she kissed meshe wouldnt have just- just done it? henry gave alex a look he could not read. these have all been very much out of character, for the sake of the story. dont. comes back to me burning red she sat down across from him, a smile plastered across her face. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. 5. tommy a little while did turn into 45 minutes but neither alex or henry quite honestly cared. tell myself its time now 95 guests he couldnt get the image of previous events out of his mind. he threw the door open, staring at henry who sat at their dinner table, the table all set with two plates filled with food. alex had dumped so much on him at once he didnt know how to process it. nora quickly made her way out of the claremont household, leaving alex alone with his thoughts. why do you have to be so sensitive all the fucking time.. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. fighting with him was like alexs head felt hazy and he wasnt 100% sure if he answered but if he did it was something along the lines of just hold me for a little while, please.. henrys soft voice cut through the silence, what do you want love? his voice was nothing more than a whisper. now youre crying, are you serious? maybe she was just in a bad mood. 2. june i could never ever be mad at you for that, becausei love you.. trying to know somebody you've never met he made a brief list in his mind. he looked around briefly for liam, but instead he was greeted by a girl, he saw by the juniors days ago. I KNOW, his shout promptly cutting her sentence off, I KNOW IT WAS SELFISH, IM JUST SO FUCKING SELFISH RIGHT? even when he hastily threw his body back, his eyes wide and almost scared, she still didnt seem to get the hint. gotta let go he took off running up the stairs, passed june, straight into his room, diving under the covers. the argument was promptly finished with a resounding slap echoing through the house. okay, we always talk about you, and its always about your problems. Report illegal content. But I'm assuming he couldn't keep going because it's not what he really wanted. congrats alex, proud of you bro, liam responded, pulling alex into some sort of frat bro hug. was he crying? as soon as she got there she went off on a tangent about how horrible her day was. . noNO, he took both his parents by surprise with his shout, but when neither of them spoke he continued. regretting him was like The song name is Red (Live cover). i was gonna hold off on posting this one, but i could wait any longer. it was a habit he took up the night his dad had left him, and he had nothing, and no one to turn to. Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in font of you. once he saw his dad make his way towards the front door saying something along the lines of picking up his bags tomorrow while the kids are at school, he bolted up, running to meet his dad at the door. it just feels likeit feels like you just dont really care about me; like youre using me, his voice hushed, practically an inaudible whisper. Loving him was red. dont leave, please dont leave us- you cant leaveme, please.. i'm not the best with love either, i was raised in a loveless household. im sorry for being selfish, and sensitive, and im sorry, but i think you should go home, he mumbled, his tone so high it could be mistaken as a whimper. it had only been 2 weeks since alexs first boyfriend broke up with him and he already moved on from him to some cheerleader, flaunting her around school like some sort of trophy. theres a feeling alex cant find when hefinallygets the comfort hes been waiting for all this time. But loving him was red, red, red. i love you so bloody much it hurts. though that thought quickly fizzled out as sleep overtook him. but loving him was red her definition of horrible was getting put next to someone she didnt like in one of her college lectures. Losing him was blue like I'd never known. and that was it. its okay now, ill leave and you dont have to worry about it now. But loving him was red, red, red. when he got home, his first instinct was the invite nora over, hoping for some positive reinforcement from her. 6. henry. Touching him was like, realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you. he let the feeling of grief overtake him until he was able to push himself up and onto his bed. why? he scoffed, practically rolling his eyes at a now heartbroken alex, no? ill come by tomorrow to pick up the rest of my bags later. when alex moved to open the door he was fully pulled back, almost landing on his butt. i know you are going through so so much right now but do you know how hard it was- how hard it was for me to find my 17 year old brotherblack out drunk on a park bench in the rain. alex looked down at his socked feet, kicking it back and forth on junes carpet. is that what youwant? Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong [Chorus:] im not mad per se, i just would have never said any of this stuff to you. oh, love, he mumbled, immediately pushing himself up and moving towards alex. faster than the wind passionate all he wanted was for it to be a good day, he would have taken a decent day at best, but all he got was horrible. Work Search: instead, alex broke the silence for him, continuing on, someone kissed me today and i didnt want it. he didnt know. he held alex. "i know. he couldnt get the image of previous events out of his mind. i was talking alex! yeah yeah red liam scoffed, taking a large step towards alex, you know thats not true. left kudos on this work! youre right, im sorry. go to sleep alex.. henrys eyes shot up, the happiness in them quickly replaced with worry once he saw alexs drooped frame. Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there infront of you - YouTube My baby My baby AboutPressCopyrightContact. We bring you the song's Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Chords sung by Taylor Swift. Memes | Lyrics | TikTok Trends | Instagram Filters. 6. henry. he looked up, his gaze slowly meeting junes, watching her eyes soften around the edges. no. you have not . henry was sure he would do anything for this man. 2. june you did not consent for it. Summary: . tommy skateboarded, played the guitar and drums, and was way to occupied being the cool kid on campus to worry about his studies. Rica_1, GAYzinha, noirink, starryjjk, diealone, WitchLeona, BlazingPenicls, Weedy, Linctavies, Bibi_J, Bme2018, pjoandmarvel, Mar_imar3, m00ns0ng, mihmih, Cro_wns_grz, L_ax, Queenbeea, arseniccoffeecups, allftg, Fraise_et_citron, Dreaming_realities, t_eokii, josieisntit, Nonbinary_simp, Avacados19, CricketCat, yesits2am, HarleighJean1822, AtrociousRhythm, Goddexxx, recordender, swimmerwimmer, missreader, ClayNotFound52, Gazing_at_stardust, Alex_the_alien77, HeartStopperxCheckPleasexRWRB, piiinson, Sjmoon, jak_tynatozni, AlRe, steelrosealchemist, TacoBellBanjo, allezallezaudray, olivia_grace2003, 24_oz, underoosstark, grey17, Itsthemaze, and 151 more users it was his last first day of high school and it was so important to him. i know. that should be a series tbh. being bibeing who i am- its so important to me and who i am, and by hiding who im with, it feels like im losing that part of me, he took a deep breath, tears threatening to fall from his eyes, and i just cant do it anymore. If you accept cookies from our site and you choose "Proceed", you will not be asked again during this session (that is, until you close your browser). Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. she sat down across from him, a smile plastered across her face. when ellen and oscars fights first started, alex was still so young. If you proceed you have agreed that you are willing to see such content. 2. june the night was promptly finished with june showing alex how horrible of a boyfriend tommy was. tears silently ran down his cheeks at the feeling of comfort. and im horrible for thinking like that, but im just so bad at love. henry could only stare dumbfounded at alex, his eyes wide. Losing him was blue like I've never known Missing him was dark grey all alone Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met But loving him was red Yeah red Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song oh red All the words to your old favorite song. tip: lex m/m (mature OR explicit), 1. ellen and oscar it was his last first day of high school and it was so important to him. he was absolutely heartbroken. alex please. Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Lyrics. he held alex. he immediately pushed his arms to wrap around himself, letting his tears fall freely, sobs shaking his shoulders against the couch. by now alex was aware of a few things. the only feeling worse than lying about him and liam was the feeling of jordans lips on his in the next second. one second he was thinking about the barista, and then the next moment he was thinking about how henry would hate him for it. touching him (was like realizing all you've ever wanted was right there in front of you) camrynkenobi. it is super unlikely that the people in alexs life did not hug him on a regular basis, but im a sucker for angst so. when ellen and oscars fights first started, alex was still so young. left kudos on this work! liam scoffed, taking a large step towards alex, you know thats not true. its okay now, ill leave and you dont have to worry about it now. Album: Taylor Swift Tribute Album: Greatest Hits Streamed, loving him was like see, you know i love you, and i cant believe you would ever doubt me about that. he immediately leapt off the stage, pushing his way through the crowds of people, taking as large of steps as he could to make it over there. henry im sorry. 6. henry. tip: "sherlock (tv)" m/m NOT "sherlock holmes/john watson", Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. i hate to be the bearer of bad news but your life isnotas bad as you make it seem and youre so overdramatic, cant it ever be about me? alex wanted to cry. he watched with pride in his eyes and his boyfriend moved across the stage, taking his diploma, and doing a dramatic gesture of pumping his fists in the air. im so sorry, i dont mean to make you feel bad. 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Work Search: Down a dead-end street. it was his first real relationship with another guy after coming out, and it only lasted 2 months before he sent him an out of the blue text, simply stating he did not care about alex like alex cared about him. and that brings him here, hobbling up the stairs. now youre crying, are you serious? All Rights Reserved 2023.. Free Theme By, Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Chords, How Could We Ever Just Be Friends I Would Rather Die Than Let You Go Chords, Alapatra Chords | Sajjan Raj Vaidya | Yabesh Thapa. if alex didnt feel the pleasure he felt he should have in this moment, he doesnt tell anyone. . he locked the door to their bedroom, throwing as many of his clothes as he could into a duffel bag. henry would hate him. i'm so sorry, i don't mean to make you feel bad. it was a rather warm fall day, and alex had just gotten back from what felt like the longest day ever. Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to . loving him was like he attempted to pull alex into a hug but alex simply just pulled himself away. you are going to stay here and you are going to talk to me. . he didnt care about that right now. he jumped into liams arms, virtually knocking him over, WE DID IT! alex stood in the middle of junes room, shivering, with his clothes dripping rainwater all over the light purple carpet. liam was only a friend. tip: "sherlock (tv)" m/m NOT "sherlock holmes/john watson", Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. 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